(THIS STORY CONTAINS SMUT, DONT INTERACT IF YOURE UNDER 18 OR ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH NSFW) Long story short, this is a vent fic (and most likely my first Fullmetal Alchemist fanfic). I wrote this based off of something traumatic that happened to me at school in September of 2022. While I was crying in the school bathroom I essentially wanted Envy to fuck the shit out of me right then in there because I wanted to feel good/wanted or desired and forget about my asshole classmates and my asshole teachers. And that's how this fic came to be. I apologize for any spelling or grammar errors. I hope that I wrote Envy correctly too. I'd also like to apologize if the smut isn't written right, I'm not that good at smut.