I couldn't help it so I threw it all out I erased all of my emotions But I couldn't erase you Because my heart was too sad I just need to live like this, I just need to breathe I just need to be alive, why can't I? I was afraid that I'd get cut By your sharp, knife-like words I just need to breathe and eat To endure through this I'm holding my heart in my hand I chose a life that is for me I don't want to let go of myself, I don't want to ruin myself anymore Love, in the end Is a lie to just one person Now look at me forgetting you With your eyes wide open My heart was limping and this is the end of the road After making that decision and taking a breath I let out a deep sigh I rip her up from inside my heart As I let out a silent scream I'm erasing the after images that are floating around Burning up the remaining memories up to the sky This place is deeper than a dream inside a dream I have no confidence to escape from it I think it's even more dangerous . . My heart rusts and breaks As I lose my conscience I hold onto you, who is walking in the thick darkness in my dreams Stop right there If you take one more step, I can't protect you Please stop right there It's dangerous, I can't let you go alone like this Something about you is provocative as if I'll get addicted to you You are my star You are my dream You hide inside of me I have embraced even your pain I mean the safety zone . . . Author Note : New stories about PhayuRain and PraphaiSky English is'nt my main language so i'm sorry for grammar mistake