Lauren Miller has never been afraid of much. When she got hate from her friends' fanbases, she brushed it off. When she gets rude customers at work, she put on her best customer service voice and takes it. When she shows her true self and gets called annoying, she embraces it. Falling in love? She swears she'll never do it again. She's terrified to love someone as deeply as she did her ex who broke her. Despite their close friendship following the relationship, she has sworn off love and denies every ounce of romance outside of books. When she starts falling for Nick, it doesn't change. She lives in a constant state of denial and cannot being herself out of it, until one talk with her ex confirms everything, but is it too late? - fem! oc x sapnap - Fear of Love Series 2/5 - started : 05/04/23 ended : 05/18/23