Stan is spiraling and is getting worse every day. Will he get consumed by his thoughts or will he finally be saved from his own hands? This is my first story so apologies if it's not that great! Warning, this story contains violence, self-harm, suicidal thoughts and actions, alcohol abuse, swearing, and abuse. This story takes place during their freshman year of high school. I took inspiration from the song, "Still Hurting" from the musical "The Last 5 Years" for some parts of this story. I WILL NOT WRITE SMUT SO DO NOT ASK Art is not mine! Art goes to all the talented owners! I do not own south park or the characters in the series. All characters and media belong to Matt Stone and Trey Parker.