The Human and their Mates

I'm really just an ordinary person. Living my life, trying to adjust to my disabilities and disorders.
Life was going fairly normal until one day I bump into a god amongst men, Shay. He is incredibly hot, and I can't seem to think around him. Then the next day, I meet Ethan, and it's more of the same, not being able to think, getting lost in their eyes..
But what in the world is happening? How can they be into me, a disabled person with identity issues?