EDIT: THIS IS OLD AS HECK AND HAS SO MANY FLAWS In this novel we dive into the thrilling and troubling world of Alice, and no she did not fall down a rabbit hole to end up the way that she did. Alice is a seventeen year old girl in high school, except there has always been something off about her. She was always on the outside looking in. Answers unfold to why her mother has always been distant and why she perceives life the way she does. This story follows her life in a journal format, and she discusses many topics including the probability of parallel universes, awakening different levels of consciousness and her path of spiritual enlightenment. Is it really possible to change fate?