!TW! : alcohol consumption, anorexia, self-harm. This story is about y/n, she is a 17 year old girl and comes from a small village in Germany. Her parents didn't pay her any attention since she was a child, so she spent a lot of time with her friends, she experienced additional suffering through fake friends and often went to parties to suppress the pain she experienced from her parents with alcohol or other substances. The only person she could rely on was her grandmother. Unfortunately she passed away two years ago. When she can no longer stand being alone with her parents, she signs up for a year abroad. She quickly gets a confirmation; when she finds out who her host family will be, she doesn't yet know how her life will change. It's the year 2020, Scarlett got married to Colin a year ago. She is not yet pregnant with cosmo. They live in a house near New York City.