All the Butterflies of You (A Boboiboy Halitau fanfic)

I stared at his back.
It looked like I was facing the end.
The end I didn't think I would face.
Maybe, just maybe... fate never wished to be on my side.
If only I... if only I knew... My fists clenched.
I bit my lip, hard, and drew blood.
Maybe...
"Hali..."
My ragged breathing and quivering voice tormented his soul.
He turned around.
Erubescent orbs met azure ones.
I smiled. But the void in me cut into his very being.
"Hali, I..."
I closed my eyes.
"I am sorry."
Cerulean butterflies started surrounding me, and he watched in horror as I slowly dissipated into the air, that small smile never leaving my face.
"Let my butterflies love you, Hali. They won't leave you alone," he heard the wind whisper to him as his ruby eyes widened.
He opened his mouth.
"Taufan..."
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I really wish I could be with Hali for the rest of my life, but it seems like...
Fate has other plans for me and my cherished.
These butterflies in me...
They are ready to fly.
Ready to escape.
And live a life of their own.
Thrive in the winds while I close my eyes.
"Maybe this is it, Hali."
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