"Boys are stupid an the smell." Thats what my mom always said to me about boys, especially when id get hurt by them, or when i would whine about not having a boyfriend. I should have listened, maybe then my world wouldnt be crushed, maybe then i wouldnt feel like crud every moment of every day because of him. Maybe i should give up? Ill just be an old single crazy dog lady, yeah i like dogs better, sorry. Maybe thats why im moving to London, i need a new enviroment. i need to get out of here.