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Standing in the lobby of the funeral building, the fact of what happened not making me sad like everyone around me, i didn’t understand where they were coming from and why they were so sad. To me this was great, no longer would i have to worry about him sitting across from me at the kitchen table getting me in trouble while eating dinner because he was mocking me and making fun of me. Standing close to my mom I held her hand tightly and smiled at her a wide true smile, while she only returns it with half a smile, that shows pain and sorrow. I didnt understand what was happening, whats everyone so sad about?
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I guess you could say back then i was celebrating my grandfathers life. I didnt know any better i was like 7. I can honestly say in all honestly at the time i thought it was the best thing that ever happened to me, it allowed my mom to dress me up in cute clothes and go be the cute little kid of the family. I ran around be carefree with my cousins laughing happily. Now I understand that wasnt such a accurate thought. I regret not saying goodbye to him properly, but thats in the past and im living in the future now. Although, my future isnt very bright anymore, im not sure if i should stay or try to go back to the past.
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Sorry its so lame, its going to be a quite personal story actually, i plan to use this story to get my feelings out but inc orperate it in a story. Although im saying this now the whole thing about my grandpa dying is true but whats going to blow up soon in the next chapters arent, but its something i think about a lot.
Also, im in my freshman year of college so i sadly wont be able to update as easily, i think im going to have update schedules, im stealing this from one of my favorite writers, @BelWatson. Your fan fics actually inspired me to start this on this story!
QUESTION OF THE DAY ::: Lets give a hypothetical situation going on and lets get all deep and what not. Lets say your dating your favorite member from one direction, so for me that would be Niall, but your life got threatened and some man just pulls a gun and tells you that in order to live you have to cheat on your boyfriend with one of the other members who would you choose? (I KNOW THIS IS HORRIBLE I HATE MYSELF IDK WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME BUT THIS SERIOUSLY JUS T POPPED INTO MY HEAD EARLIER. PLEASE DONT HATE ME FOR THIS, THIS IS THE THOUGHTS OF CICI!)
MY ANSWER :::: I would be dating Niall Horan, and id look the arse in the face tell him flat out id rather die then hurt Nialll like that.
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