Okay guys, im currently going through a weird period of my life, I am realizing at age 18 almost 19 I, personally, cant sit at a computer and write stories about one direction and all that. That isnt who i want to be anymore. Now here is the important thing I AM NOT DELTEING THIS ACCOUNT NOR THE STORIES. I MIGHT still come back and write a little bit here and there just to ya know? But it wont be for a long time, till im comfortable with myself and all that.
What i have also realize(been told) is that if i want to find a boyfriend(long story but ill xplain after this) i need to change who i am slightly to be who i would want to date. Does that make sense? And as much as I love one direction lets be honest no matter how much i try im just not as big as a fangirl as I was and I never will be again. and I dont want my boyfriend to be some fangirl...err boy either. I love the boys still trust me I do Im just growing out of them ya know what i mean?
Okay I know i know why do you need a boyfriend? Well seeing as how I really only count 1 relationship in high school to be the only relationship ive really been in i am sick of being single especially since all my friends have boyfriends, so basically im like 3rd, 5th, 7th, 9th, etc wheel and im sick of it. I know its petty and ridiculous, but its true im sick of being lonely and all that. nd not only a boyfriend but i need friends, i only talk to 3 people daily. and then theres my dance friends who no matter how clase we are we only talk at dance. So yes, i want a boyfriend, send all the hate I oyu want it wont change anything.
Also I said at 18 almost 19 I cant sit and write stories anymore. I know there are people out there this age who do. I applaud them but me personally i cant. I didnt mean to be rude or anything its just a personal belief and its what im going to go on. im so sorry if i offend anyone. I Also dont believe that at this age you cant still fangirl because you can, its just i need to reevaluate myself, how i come off and everything else because im not exactly who i want to be right now. So i need a break. i needa break from being a fangirl etc. What im sayign is im not trying to offend anyone at all because this is all personal belief and all. I apologize, but with college, work, dance and trying to have somewhat of a social life i dont have time for all this and im sorry. i really really am.
Like i said I might come back its no uarentee, but i might. I do enjoy what i have written for deviance so far, and im going to miss writing unhinged so much so i probably will add more every so often but i cant promise itll be anytime quick etc.
im sorry.
Bye for now!
Cass xxxxx
PS:: I might update this faster because this is actually one of my favorite stories of mine
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Unhinged Serendipity ~ Niall Horan
Fanfiction"Boys are stupid an the smell." Thats what my mom always said to me about boys, especially when id get hurt by them, or when i would whine about not having a boyfriend. I should have listened, maybe then my world wouldnt be crushed, maybe then i wou...
