What if i told you i was in love. Normal right , that's what every second teenage girl would tell you. What if however i told you i didn't know who i was in love with, that would spark some interest. Still in this century that could mean so many things. My hope is that by writing this anecdote I will be able to truly discover the secrets of my heart and hopefully gain the opinions of outsiders. The candidates: "The ex" who i never really got over. "The best friend" who just confuses the hell out of my emotions. "The Fling" who now seems to becoming a recurring figure. & last but not least "The Player" who is nothing but trouble. Each character plays an important role in my coming of age story, from a deliriously love drunk adolescent to a mature sassy young adult who is still battling to regain her footing in the romantic world. The insane highs and morbid lows with no emotion spared. I do hope dear reader that you will continue with an open mind and heart and be tolerating of my inconsistent feelings through out the book. *** All names in this story are wholly fictitious