Lilyray

Hiya bud! god i haven't said that in forever lol. It's "Curs3d_emojis" or whatever cringy names i called myself. I just wanted to thank you for being there for me when i was young. I always saw you as a big sibling. And yes, I was NOT a 9th grader (pretty sure it was obvious).. I just wanted to say that i really enjoyed whatever we had, you always made me happy and not to mention the fact you really didnt seem to care about how cringy i was then. I haven't really been the best lately, just laying in bed crying myself to sleep wondering 'what if i just disappeared?'. I really hope you are doing well, at least better than me. Because all i hear are these voices telling me "you should just do it", "come on, _____", "do it!", "dont you wanna make everyone happy?", "no one would even miss you, ____, and you know that." and etc. i would rather not type. I really want to be friends with you again. If you even see this, please hmu i have a new discord acc so i wont answer you on there. Im sure we might be better buds now, now knowing we have a similar age. Hope you answer, bud <3

Forget about the last message I like bananas.

On winter break and it feels worse than when I was still going to school. I have no motivation to write or draw. All games I once played are boring. Can't talk with friends because I will get annoying, or they already think I am (not in the "funny haha" way). At this point I'm just searching around Tumblr trying to entertain myself and make my days somewhat less boring.
          
          In short I'm not okay. :(

Last message sounded so depressing lol

This account so old and cringe somehow
          Ill probably be starting anew
          The old book I wrote won't be deleted but will be discontinued.

@Qwrtyyyyy oh wowza, that sure has been a long ago.
          I hope you're doing well aswell, thanks for checking in !

Nobody most likely remembers me but what I want to say is: I want chicken nuggies so let's go raid McDonald's my illegally adopted children.

Hi.

I have no idea what to post so you'd know I'm not entirely dead

I quit being someone, I'm going to be me now