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Sorry for the inconvenience, I just wanted to make a request.... If anyone knows any of Jungwoo and Doyoung's stories(dowoo), please send them to me, I need them

Hey, it seems you got back here on wattpad! Love your books, by the way!

this is the current order of stories i am trying to update:
          — sincerely, yours ✔️
          — don't forget ✔️
          — verbatim (almost finished)
          — pucker up buttercup
          — a new story ~

@leviiann thank you <3 i am soso glad that you like it! :D

I am back because I miss writing stories for you guys. As well as that, whilst I was cleaning my room I found my story notes under my bed and it sort of lit up a fire of passion inside of my heart that I lost a year ago. I planned out stuff, and I feel that leaving my progress uncompleted is not a good thing to do! My goal: complete EVERYTHING, and maybe write some different things too?

Hmmm, how is everyone?  I managed to convince myself to come back to this account! A lot of good things have happened while I was away! :D and 100k reads ☺❤ that totally shocked me—

still hoping you come back

I have decided just to leave the account... I will leave the stories up (even if the thought makes me uncomfortable) so you all have something to read and so the current readers don't get upset that I deleted it...

Feel free to unfollow this account. It will become a ghost page, until further notice.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SUPPORTED ME, HOWEVER: me and my best friend have decided to unpublish/delete our works and/or delete our Wattpad accounts. This is because we never really actually shipped any idols - the both of us - we just started all of this for fun. I wrote 'Mine' for me and my friend's to read and laugh at with me... I never thought it would gain this amount of attraction, it truly means a lot to me... I have realised that my actions were selfish and narcissistic. I did it to give myself something to do, to heal wounds I was experiencing, without thinking about the detrimental affect it may cause on the REAL people I was writing about.. it has taken almost a month for me to reflect on this and myself as a whole. I don't want to hurt NCT, I don't want to portray them in a way that may upset them and bother them just so other people can be entertained, they are human's and they deserve to live their lives freely without people pointing fingers and shipping them sexually or romantically with who might just be someone they consider as a co-worker.
          
          I sincerely apologise, I just can't go on. Writing fanfiction, in my eyes, is selfish. It really is... I have imagined myself being put in that person's shoe's and thought, would I like it? I absolutely would not. I am a lesbian (another reason I can't continue, I don't always enjoy writing or reading sexual scenes, I only do it for the reader's to spice things up...) and if I was partnered with a man I would feel uncomfortable, equally as much with my best friend's, co-worker's and my own partner. I stand by; "what you do to people should reflect on how you would want them to treat you" I certainly would not like to be sexualised for people to be entertained, no matter the circumstance. Anyway, thank you for making me feel loved and appreciating my writing — I learnt a lot throughout the years and I owe it all to you for encouraging me, my skills improved. Thank you. Sincerely, Alex.