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Hello everyone who still uses Wattpad!
          I have a new account that I will be using more than this one. This one is just dead now and is associated with a past I do not want to stay in. Please go and follow  @The-Blind-Bandit
          Thank you <3

Hey i'm Jillian and i love Avril Lavigne, Melanie Martinez, and Falling in reverse. 
          I also love a lot more Bands/Artists and if you want to know what ones i like, i have them listed in my bio. :-D 

i fucking love your profile
          
          
          
          it's aesthetic ♥‿♥

I got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper
          And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up
          Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
          Who will fix me when you're gone?
          
          Maybe I'm not strong enough to do this on my own
          What if...
          What if I don't make it???

I don't know if I should make my short story, "Million Dollar House (The Painter)" a full story or not...
          
          I wanna make a new story but I don't know what to make it about V_V
          
          (YOu probably don't care but thats okay...)

I don't know how to say this but why do I have the feeling that this situation I'm in is going to become worse because of something that I do? 
          
          Why do I feel like it'll be worse because of one little thing I think that won't be a problem but it some how is...?
          
          I just hope it doesn't happen because I finally got what I wanted back and if he is taken from me again, I'm gonna explode. I'm gonna disappear and no one will know where I went...

*Saw Bring Me The Horizon on 3/21/17
          *Touched Oliver's arm
          *Saw his current girlfriend (she sooo pretty xD)
          *Got a tour shirt
          *Favorite song they performed, "Doomed"  (He jumped in the crowd) 
          "Throne," "Anti-Vist," and "Happy Song"

I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
          And I drive myself crazy thinking everything's 
          About me
          All I want to do is be more like me
          And be less like you
          
          I don't know what's worth fighting for
          Or why I have to scream
          I put my trust in you
          Pushed as far as I can go 
          
          I don't know how I got this way
          I'll never be alright
          Tearing me apart with words you wouldn't
          Say,
          And suddenly tomorrow's a moment
           Washed away.
          
          *Linkin Park lyrics*

NEW STORY ALerT!!! 
          
          "You're Dead To Me" A Melanie Martinez fan fiction..... 
          
          by me.... 
          
          currently in progress....

oh mer gersh......
          
          Guess what story is back.....
                            Falling For A Bad Boy (A Jacky Vincent Love Story) 
          
          I dunno why but, I was reading it over and decided that I'm gonna republish it. I started to get new ideas and welp let's just say someone goes to jail......