I have weird thoughts sometimes and people just don't help it at all decide to be rude
But sometimes I'm not sure if they're right or not ...maybe they are ...
What if I am ...weird

*sobbing on the floor *

I'm normal ... I'm normal ... right ...?

Current status :💤💭🫥
Struggling to breathe   :⚡️
Online :✨
Offline :🦉
Sleeping :💤 
Arguing:😖
Crying :💧
Depressed:🫥
Bad thoughts:💭 
Mental breakdown:😓
panicking :😥


I'm fine I swear....!! 
...umm hiii 
Nicknames and rating??:
Ari : 3/10 
It's fine but haven't seen anyone actually call me that -
Blitz : 9/10 
Umm because I hate myself 
But love the nickname 
Octivia :?/10 
Haven't seen anyone call me that 
Jaz: ?/10 
Aren't using this one currently 
Mistake: -9/10
Do I even need to explain why?
Sl#t :1-/10 fucking hurt my feelings 
Wh[]r# : 0/10 no just no 


I'm Octivia in rp but   
I'm Ari
When out of rp 
Anyway 

I'm 15 

I like listening to music 

I have a fear of ending up alone 
I don't like when I have to socialize when my battery is drained all the way down 

Im genderfluid 
I use any/all  pronouns 
Sometimes I feel as I'm a girl 
Sometimes I feel as I'm a boy 
Sometimes I feel as none of those 

Just check in regularly 

Main account is : @Starlight_Delight