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they brought back the news feed i cant believe it.

hi hiiii

everything is temporary.

i used to be able to supress my emotions until i was ready to feel them or externalise them. lately they're just taking over me and i feel like im spiraling out of control

this year started horribly i hate this shit
          I'm nooooottt gonna stay sane if things keep going the way they are

fun fact i did not beg him to stay

how does one get broken up with TWICE by the same person and i still wanna beg him to stay??

i feel so pathetic 

was never gonna come on here again but the past week has been so overwhelming i don't even recognise my emotions anymore. i can't entirely tell if i feel anything anymore. 
          is there any other solution other than ignorance on order to have some joy?

logging off