🚭

i've spent years of my life surrounded by people who claim to have loved me, yet never showed up for me the way i needed them to 

fun fact i did not beg him to stay

how does one get broken up with TWICE by the same person and i still wanna beg him to stay??

i feel so pathetic 

4 whole years down the drain. at least back then i was being smart abt it

was never gonna come on here again but the past week has been so overwhelming i don't even recognise my emotions anymore. i can't entirely tell if i feel anything anymore. 
          is there any other solution other than ignorance on order to have some joy?

logging off

i may have overshared a bit too close to the sun

they'll regret everything one way or another

I'm insane, she just doesn't know it yet