-celestialgoddess

RIVALS SEASON TWO WHEN PLEASE

-celestialgoddess

tw // vent, mentions of death.
          
          
          
          
          having someone you’ve spent your entire life with dying is absolutely crippling. like my grandad’s always been someone i can lean on, he’s been my best friend ever since i knew what it meant. i never had any siblings until my brother was born a few years ago, and i’ve also never had very many friends, but that never bothered me really because i always knew i was never alone. my grandad’s been my rock, and always has been. my favourite thing to do when i was little was being able to stay up and watch doctor who with him, or any kind of marvel movie. i’ve lived with him since i was born, and mum and i only just moved out this year with my baby brother and step-dad and knowing he’s not just a door away has been hard enough. 
          
          i don’t know what i’ll do without him, and this feeling is absolutely terrifying.
          
          i’m also not a very touchy-feely person, so posting this is kind of hard for me, but keeping this in is too much to the point i can barely sleep, and i just can’t work up the courage to talk to anyone about it.

-celestialgoddess

@wishfuIthinking  |  thank you, that means a lot <33
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wishfuIthinking

sending u sm love. i’m here if u need anything or want to talk! <3
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-celestialgoddess

guys please recommend some aaron hotchner fics for me to read please— i am OBSESSED with this man.

-celestialgoddess

@calsvalentines  |  maybe i’ll have to do it just for you cause they’re just sitting and staring at me in my drafts.
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calsvalentines

@-celestialgoddess i will be your biggest fan, im so serious 
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-celestialgoddess

@calsvalentines  |  literally, like i’ve got two in my drafts rn and i am SO tempted to just publish them lmao
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-celestialgoddess

let’s maybe not make edits and write fics about the menendez brothers?? they had to endure years of abuse from their father and then spent the majority of their lives in prison for the murder of their parents. and the excuses ‘oh but i just made it based off of the actors!!’ and ‘but basing this fic off of the show’ are actually insane and are not valid in the slightest. 
          
          the show, whilst it being a very poor and inaccurate depiction of what actually occurred, which erik menendez himself has spoken out on, it is still based on them and their trauma— it’s not something to be romanticised.
          
          if you want to learn about their story, watch ‘the menendez brothers’ documentary on netflix— but let’s not be weird and start making lyle and erik fics.

-lunaetiic

SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK
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