I miss the friends I lost, of course I can't make them come back but.
The memories I've had with them always comes rushing back like adrenaline at 2 in the morning.
I've known both for roughly two years, and I've cried over them so many times.... Now it's all gone, it not the fact of "I miss crying over them OMG" no. Never. I just feel like everything I've worked on, thier trust. Thinking of the future together, going to dumb school parties and dancing and running around like a bunch of dorks, having a blast at recess being chaotic.
All of it is nostalgic, I'll never get that back..
No I'm not saying that they are bad people, nor am I speaking for them, I am speaking my mind..
Sometime things don't work out, and that's life.
-lemon
3:23 AM, 9/2/2020