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          	//vent-ish, pls ignore
          	
          	Just found out one of the only people who actually care about me has a l!fe threaten¡ng surgery coming up
          	And I might end up loosing them. She means everything to me, even a simple hi from her could brighten up my day. I can't lose her but I know there's nothing I can do and that hurts.
          	
          	Got nothing to look forward to anymore, really... and to think this year could've actually of been a good one.
          	
          	I know I'm not the first person to lose a close friend and I'm definitely not the last, and I feel a little bad for posting this but I had to write it down somewhere.
          	
          	I haven't really been active in this account and I probably won't be until after the surgery has happened. Just in case.
          	
          	
          	Hope you understand.
          	
          	Admin/Alex//

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          //vent-ish, pls ignore
          
          Just found out one of the only people who actually care about me has a l!fe threaten¡ng surgery coming up
          And I might end up loosing them. She means everything to me, even a simple hi from her could brighten up my day. I can't lose her but I know there's nothing I can do and that hurts.
          
          Got nothing to look forward to anymore, really... and to think this year could've actually of been a good one.
          
          I know I'm not the first person to lose a close friend and I'm definitely not the last, and I feel a little bad for posting this but I had to write it down somewhere.
          
          I haven't really been active in this account and I probably won't be until after the surgery has happened. Just in case.
          
          
          Hope you understand.
          
          Admin/Alex//

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//tw for mentions of ducking out
          ~Alex//
          
          Hey Lo.....
          Can I please Duck out....?
          Please!
          It'd be alot easier y'know
          I said I'd think biut and I have! 
          So... can I?
          
          ~Happy Pappy Patton

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// *about it (instead of the buit)
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@thatstrangedorito666 
            Okie dokie! 
            I'll uh...
            I'll remember that!
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AtemDPharaoh

@-patton_sanders- Well pat if ya ever need to talk my dms are open I may be an interdimensional demon but I care! 
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-patton_sanders-

(In charecter, 
          Also 
          Tw for self deprecation and Patton angst
          ~Alex)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Is it.... selfish to feel like this...?
          
          Like- sometimes... sometimes I just want to leave....
          
          
          Not perminatly... just... for a couple days... months even..... years would be nice...
          
          Just to see how much happier the others would be....
          
          ..Especially if it means I'll get to see Logan smile....
          No more me getting in the way with all the puns and just... overall stupidity.......
          
          Roman probably hates me...
          
          And I don't think I could forgive myself for how I made virgil feel.....
          
          God... how is Thomas supposed to be a good person if I'm his morality.....
          
          Y'know what... none of this matters
          
          
          
          I'm probably just... doing it for attention or something....
          It doesn't matter....
          
          I'm fine...
          
          
          ~The Happy Pappy Father Figure, Patton
          
          ....
          Now how do I delete a post
          
          Uh.....
          
          Probably should've thought this through.....
          Uhm....
          
          A little help 

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@thatstrangedorito666 
            Oh uh- thats not good.....
            -patton
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AtemDPharaoh

@-patton_sanders- I don't think you can delete posts 
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Hey there kiddos this is Patonn’s quick little reminder to drink something 
          I don’t want you guys getting dehydrated so you should probably have a quick drink!
          Obviously, you don’t have to if you don’t want to! I just think It would be best if you did..
          
          B̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶a̶g̶a̶i̶n̶…̶.̶.̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ ̶d̶o̶e̶s̶n̶’̶t̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶m̶a̶t̶t̶e̶r̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶m̶o̶r̶e̶…̶.̶I̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶n̶’̶t̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶m̶u̶c̶h̶ ̶I̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶f̶i̶r̶s̶t̶ ̶p̶l̶a̶c̶e̶…̶.̶.̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶ ̶I̶?̶ ̶I̶n̶-̶f̶a̶c̶t̶,̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶f̶r̶e̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶p̶l̶e̶t̶e̶l̶y̶ ̶i̶g̶n̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶…̶.̶ ̶T̶h̶a̶t̶’̶s̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶e̶s̶e̶r̶v̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶w̶a̶y̶…̶.̶.̶
          
          
          Anyway kiddos! Take care of yourself, have a drink 
          And at least try to eat something…. Even if that thing is only a small something! It still counts okay.? It’s good to get some food in your body!
          Obviously you don’t have to of course! Just try to eat something eventually ‘k?
           And my PMs are always open if you need someone to talk to!
          About anything really!
          
          Have a good day/night/ afternoon!
          Remember that: you are all beautiful (no matter your gender, sexuality, race etc.)
          and I Love you (patton-icly, of course!)
          Take care of yourselves 
          Goodbye for now,
          ~your Happy Pappy Father Figure, Patton