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why am i SO weirded out about the fact that 2025 is in a few hours… it feels like it was only yesterday when i was happy and in 2016. i feel like i’ve been stuck in this horrible state since 2020 and i can’t believe it’s been 5 years…
a lot of shit happened in 2024. it was such a bad year for me and i felt like i didn’t experience it at all. like i was just… existing. i felt tired all the time. and it passed by so quickly i can’t believe it’s 2025 now.
i’m also incredibly sad about Liam Payne’s death. it feels like i’m leaving him behind in 2024. it’s stupid, i know. but i haven’t been able to think straight since the news.
i really hope 2025 is even just a tiny bit better than 2024. and i really can’t handle any more terrible news. oh well. happy new year ig. i’ll be back at 12am