-whiteviolin-

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVIES !!!!

hwalleluja-

HELLO I FORGOT ABT WATTPAD AGAIN HOW HAVE YOU BEEN AND HOW WAS UR HOLIDAYS AND EVERYTHING

-whiteviolin-

@hwalleluja- KEEBY BOOOO HEY
            i’m doing okay! spent my holiday studying for finals and currently dying of stress :) ITS OK IM OK !! only ten more days and i’ll be FREE (well, for one week..) HBU?? how’s life treating you?! <3 
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-whiteviolin-

this message may be offensive
why am i SO weirded out about the fact that 2025 is in a few hours… it feels like it was only yesterday when i was happy and in 2016. i feel like i’ve been stuck in this horrible state since 2020 and i can’t believe it’s been 5 years… 
          
          a lot of shit happened in 2024. it was such a bad year for me and i felt like i didn’t experience it at all. like i was just… existing. i felt tired all the time. and it passed by so quickly i can’t believe it’s 2025 now. 
          
          i’m also incredibly sad about Liam Payne’s death. it feels like i’m leaving him behind in 2024. it’s stupid, i know. but i haven’t been able to think straight since the news. 
          
          i really hope 2025 is even just a tiny bit better than 2024. and i really can’t handle any more terrible news. oh well. happy new year ig. i’ll be back at 12am

-whiteviolin-

am i mental? most probably! i need to talk to my therapist…
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-whiteviolin-

smile 2 was so disgusting in such an awesome way 
          
          loved it

-whiteviolin-

don’t forget to Smile guys!!!!
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-whiteviolin-

valid question; will there be a Smile 3? i think it only makes sense if there is. oh well. 
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-whiteviolin-

and yes, i’m just now watching it. didn’t have time to watch it back in october :( 
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-whiteviolin-

am i selfish for wanting to spend my christmas break with my friends more than my family..?
          
          i feel like as soon as i land back home i’m gonna get hit with PTSD and just go back to the starting point with my mental health (my therapist will cry)

-whiteviolin-

@-confringos this means the world to me, tysm babe :) 
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-confringos

No totally not, its normal to want to go to a surrounding w people you feel safe arround!! Id rather spent it w my friends aswel, you’re not selfish for putting your mental health first<3
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