@-youknowsoobin
https://www.wattpad.com/story/391101978?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=sawwrrii_bae2219. Y'all give this ff a go if you like seventeen mafia, Isekai genre, fix-it ff, manipulation tactics and a badass FL.
i miss you though. so, so, so much.
alrighty, i successfully wasted about an hour on this app going through everything but i can’t handle more of it. it’s almost five in the morning, and me being almost 25, my soul has already almost deteriorated and withered away, so i shall try to get some sleep now.
i’m just reminiscing about all these years that have passed by and it’s just . . it’s such a hollow feeling. it’s not even bittersweet. it’s not even bitter. it’s hollow. it’s empty. it’s awful. nothing worked out the way it was supposed to, and there’s this restless rage inside of me that wants to seep out and mourn over what could’ve been.
what am i even typing here?
delulu is the solulu
(viewer discretion: it’s not actually. personally, i was delusional for almost four years and it brought me nowhere. so, kids, being delusional is not fun.)
well, you know what they say.
sounds too good to be true, right?
and you know what? despite the fact that i should be looking forward to life, i’m not. i’m just tired. and i just wanna . . i just wanna disappear. from this world. can i go discover another habitable planet and grow old there all by myself? i’ll take you and my sis and about a hundred dozen cats with me there. what do you think?
i miss you. i miss us. i miss the crazy stuff we used to do here on wattpad. i miss life when it actually felt like life so much.
