awh no bb it's not your fault i promise, life just happens and it'll be okay soon enough okay? jake died from cancer didn't he? i wasn't his friend so i'm not sure. but if yes, then no one could've stopped it. and percy, sigh, percy was going through so much. it isn't your fault and i'm sure he wouldn't put the blame on you at all. so be sad, love, but don't blame yourself <3