And that is what scares me and makes me want to throw up, i try my best and to give you my best so you can stop thinking about her, but i guess that she has something that i don’t and that scares me bc i can’t control it and i don’t know if im gonna end up losing you at any time. Bc i want you for me and only me and i want everyone to back off and let us be, but she’s in the way and i can’t control it. I can’t control what you feel for her and i don’t know what she has that i don’t, im just someone madly in love with you and afraid.