final goodbyes:
i considered writing a long statement about my leave, but instead i will make one last post. the reason i’m leaving is because i simply don’t want to write corpse fic anymore. i don’t feel the same connection to my work as i used to, and you know what? that’s fine. being a corpse stan was short lived for me... and i don’t believe i ever truly loved him as you do. he was simply a muse. a mostly blank canvas for me to poor my heart into. now, however, i’ve moved on. i don’t feel like i want to do this anymore- i never really did. this was not right for me.
i don’t want this. i never wanted this. i’m a person, just like everyone else. but the community here has driven me away from it- i cherish everyone i’ve met along the way, but then there’s the ones who were unnecessarily mean to me. i don’t have thick enough skin for this. and i don’t have to force myself to change to fit in here.
so, that’s all for the why, but where do i go from here? back to where i came from. i still write, of course. writing is a passion of mine i couldn’t stand to part with, but i don’t write for corpse anymore. i found a new muse. i write for a new fandom. and i’m way, way happier there than i could ever be if i continued on here. if you would like to keep up with me, i write on ao3 now. but the purpose of this account was for it to be no strings attached. so this is goodbye forever, it seems. i don’t want this part of my life attached to my name forever.
and as a final thing to say, i will be unpublishing everything but the oneshot book. you may not redistribute/repost or steal my ideas unless i have given you permission before. thank you in advance for respecting my wishes.
for the final time...
— 윤아