1998mmm

لكل شخص قرأ البارت ، عمل ڤوت ، علّق ..
          	الله يسعدكم سعادة ما تتصورونها لإن سعادتي يوم قمت من النوم و لقيت تفاعلكم لا تضاهى !! أشكركم شخص شخص ، و أحبكم لإنكم زرعتوا في قلبي سعادة عظيمة ❤ الله يزرع أمثالها مضاااعفة في قلوبكم ❤❤
          	 و شكراً ..

1998mmm

لكل شخص قرأ البارت ، عمل ڤوت ، علّق ..
          الله يسعدكم سعادة ما تتصورونها لإن سعادتي يوم قمت من النوم و لقيت تفاعلكم لا تضاهى !! أشكركم شخص شخص ، و أحبكم لإنكم زرعتوا في قلبي سعادة عظيمة ❤ الله يزرع أمثالها مضاااعفة في قلوبكم ❤❤
           و شكراً ..

1998mmm

To day i had that feeling again ..
          The feeling of emptiness ! 
          I really thought that i'll never feel it again , but looks like life is trying so hard to knock me down , and believe me , it's working !! 
          I'm so down that i gasp for air , and fight for light !
          I'm so sad , angry , lonely , broken , but the biggest one of 'em all , i'm empty !
          Idk how , or when .. But it just happened , i used to have feelings , i used to be a human ..
          And i fought so hard that i broke my self more , but i fought , And i won !! And i finally got out of that state .
          But last night , it got me again !
          They hunted me down , and they killed the last piece of my heart ! I lost my self again ..
          And i don't even know if i still have the guts to do it all again , to go thru that journey again , to die and live again .. 
          I hate it here , this dark cold area of my self ! The point where every living thing dies !!
          And i think that i'm dying too ..
          Help , or just leave me here to die .. Calmly , peacefully , and for eternity .

squishy_hopemon

Sometimes life feels like it’s too much, like it would be all better if you just end it. This feeling of emptiness is the worst- anything would be better than feeling plain empty, however...know that it’ll pass. I know it’s hard and you’re tired of trying, but this is life. Life is all about hardships and tests, and you have to keep fighting. This is YOUR life, YOU control it. You shouldn’t let these feelings take over you and consume you, because you’re strong enough to get over it. Just focus on getting through today and you’ll make it. Promise everything will be better in time. Whenever you feel like you’re tired of trying just send me a message, I’m here for you <3! Stay strong ~ LAY
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QueenQC

@1998mmm شفيهم بيب؟؟
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1998mmm

Thousands of people were there at the time of my death , no one helped ! And i was there , standing ..
          All alone , waiting for a hand to reach out and help me , but looks like no one is watching , no one is looking , and my feet are just too tired to walk me through anything ..
          No one cared enough to see my tears , to hear the cracks in my voice , to notice the pieces that were falling from my mask , no one noticed the blood that was dripping from my scars , no one noticed that i was different , not even one ! 
          I think it's goodbye for now , but who knows .

1998mmm

مرحباً ..
          عزيزي جين ، أتستطيع إيجادي هذه المرة أسرع ؟ فقد تعبت من البكاء في جذع الشجرة المقابل للبحر حتى هذا الوقت.!