1Iitsuki

𑣲𝄞 ʜᴇʏ ɢᴜʏꜱ, ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴀᴛ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ, ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɪꜱ ᴡɪʟᴅ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ, ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ ꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀɪɴɢᴇ ꜱᴏ ʜᴀʀᴅ. ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴅᴇʟᴇᴛɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴏʀ ᴛʀɪᴍᴍɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ... ɪ ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛʟʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇɴ.
          	
          	⋆.˚ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇᴅ — ᴡᴀɪᴛ, ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴍʏ ꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴇꜱ? ʟɪᴋᴇ, 1ᴋ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ "ᴜɴᴘʀᴏꜰᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴᴀʟ" ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ? ɪ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛᴇʀʀɪʙʟᴇ, ꜱᴏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ꜱʜᴏᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴄᴏɴꜱɪᴅᴇʀ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴀ ᴘᴏᴘᴜʟᴀʀ ᴇɴʜʏᴘᴇɴ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇʀ, ꜱᴏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴍᴇᴀɴꜱ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ.
          	
          	⋆˚𖤓˖° ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ, ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴛᴛᴏᴍ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ — ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ. ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴄᴇɴᴇꜱ — ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ, ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪꜱᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ. ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪ'ᴅ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ ᴀᴍ.
          	
          	𐙚⋆.˚ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛꜱ, ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪꜱ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ — ɪᴛ ᴘᴜʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀꜱᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴛᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴇ.
          	
          	ꜱᴏ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ ᴍᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪꜱ. ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴘɪᴛʏ — ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴀ ᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ.
          	
          	ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ. ꜰᴏʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʜᴇʀᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ. — ᨳଓ .
          	
          	
          	( ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴏᴋᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ʟʟ ꜰɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ɪᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴍʏ ꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴇꜱ )

1Iitsuki

𑣲𝄞 ʜᴇʏ ɢᴜʏꜱ, ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴀᴛ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ, ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɪꜱ ᴡɪʟᴅ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ, ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ ꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀɪɴɢᴇ ꜱᴏ ʜᴀʀᴅ. ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴅᴇʟᴇᴛɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴏʀ ᴛʀɪᴍᴍɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ... ɪ ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛʟʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇɴ.
          
          ⋆.˚ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇᴅ — ᴡᴀɪᴛ, ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴍʏ ꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴇꜱ? ʟɪᴋᴇ, 1ᴋ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ "ᴜɴᴘʀᴏꜰᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴᴀʟ" ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ? ɪ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛᴇʀʀɪʙʟᴇ, ꜱᴏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ꜱʜᴏᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴄᴏɴꜱɪᴅᴇʀ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴀ ᴘᴏᴘᴜʟᴀʀ ᴇɴʜʏᴘᴇɴ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇʀ, ꜱᴏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴍᴇᴀɴꜱ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ.
          
          ⋆˚𖤓˖° ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ, ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴛᴛᴏᴍ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ — ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ. ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴄᴇɴᴇꜱ — ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ, ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪꜱᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ. ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪ'ᴅ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ ᴀᴍ.
          
          𐙚⋆.˚ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛꜱ, ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪꜱ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ — ɪᴛ ᴘᴜʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀꜱᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴛᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴇ.
          
          ꜱᴏ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ ᴍᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪꜱ. ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴘɪᴛʏ — ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴀ ᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ.
          
          ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ. ꜰᴏʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʜᴇʀᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ. — ᨳଓ .
          
          
          ( ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴏᴋᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ʟʟ ꜰɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ɪᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴍʏ ꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴇꜱ )

1Iitsuki

ᴀɴɴᴏᴜɴᴄᴇᴍᴇɴᴛ: "ꜱᴏɴɢꜱ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ꜱʜᴀʀᴇᴅ" ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴀ ꜱʜᴏʀᴛ ʜɪᴀᴛᴜꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ. ɪ ᴘʟᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪɴɪꜱʜ ɪᴛ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ɪᴅᴇᴀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴇxᴄɪᴛᴇᴅ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ! ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 7:45 ᴘᴍ ᴏɴ ᴀᴜɢᴜꜱᴛ 27ᴛʜ, 2026. ꜱᴛᴀʏ ᴛᴜɴᴇᴅ! 💫

1Iitsuki

ɢᴜʏꜱ, ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ — ᴡʜᴏ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴏᴘ, ʜᴇᴇꜱᴇᴜɴɢ ᴏʀ ᴊᴀᴋᴇ? ᴏʀ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ꜱᴡɪᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ʙᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ? ʟɪᴋᴇ, ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ʜᴇᴇꜱᴇᴜɴɢ ᴛᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ᴊᴀᴋᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ, ꜱᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ ʙᴏᴛᴛᴏᴍꜱ ᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠɪʙᴇ. ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴡᴏʀᴋꜱ ʙᴇꜱᴛ?

berriesforbnd

@lisyaoranlovers that's a good point!!
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lisyaoranlovers

@ 1Iitsuki  and jake is the bottom
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lisyaoranlovers

@ 1Iitsuki  i prefer Heeseung to be the top.. always on top
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1Iitsuki

ʜɪ ɢᴜʏꜱ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɪᴛꜱᴜᴋɪ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ɪ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴘᴜʙʟɪꜱʜ ᴀ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ᴘʟᴀɴɴᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴀᴛ 6.ᴀᴍ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ꜱᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ɪ ʀᴜꜱʜ ᴍʏ ꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ʙᴏʀᴇᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ
          
          ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴏᴘᴇꜰᴜʟʟʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ!

1Iitsuki

ʜᴇʏ ɢᴜʏs, ɪ sᴋɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ sᴄʜᴏᴏʟ/ᴄᴏʟʟᴇɢᴇ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ sᴏ ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴɪsʜ "ᴀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ sʜᴇʟᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ɪɴ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ" ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ sᴛᴏʀʏ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ɪs Fʀɪᴅᴀʏ sᴏ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ Sᴀᴛᴜʀᴅᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ Sᴜɴᴅᴀʏ... 
          
          
          
          ᴡᴇʟʟ ʜᴏᴘᴇғᴜʟʟʏ Sᴜɴᴅᴀʏ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ʟʟ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴɪsʜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɴᴇᴡ sᴛᴏʀɪᴇs ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ, ғᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴏᴛɪᴠᴀᴛɪᴏɴ sᴏ ɪ'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ғᴏʀᴄᴇ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ...ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ɴɪᴄᴇ ᴅᴀʏ/ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀɴᴏᴏɴ/ɴɪɢʜᴛ/ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ! 
          
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          - ৎItsuki  ᶻ

1Iitsuki

I've been offline for a few days, and I came back to something that really hurt my heart.
          
          Over flowers.
          
          Someone asked for something so small — flowers for a member — and instead of kindness, they received cruelty. And now they're no longer here.
          
          
          
          I'm not naming names. Most of you probably already know who I'm talking about.
          
          
          This isn't about the whole fandom. It never was. There are so many kind, loving people in this community — the ones who make this space feel like home. But there's also a part of it that's become so loud, so harsh, that it drowns everything else out.
          
          
          
          We used to be known for our joy. Our warmth. Our love for the members and for each other. And now people are calling us the worst fandom of 2026.
          
          
          That hurts. Not because of the label — but because we've lost sight of what really matters.
          
          
          
          This isn't about jealousy. This isn't about competition. This is about a person. Someone who loved the same music we do. Someone who deserved kindness.
          
          I don't know if I can keep being part of a space where this is allowed to happen.
          
          Please, let's do better. For the ones still here. And for the ones we've already lost.

likes_mangoes

@1Iitsuki <3
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1Iitsuki

@likes_mangoes Exactly. We're all just fans enjoying music and concerts. She just wanted to give flowers to her bias,  nothing is wrong with that. And imagine how Sunoo and Niki felt when they heard what happened. We need to control our feelings over things that don't matter and usually people get mad at the stupidest things.
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likes_mangoes

@1Iitsuki this is one of the most realest things I've read about this matter. In the end, we all are human beings. They don't owe us anything other than what they promised- music, entertainment. We have no right to cyberbully a person over a matter so trivial. Most importantly, we don't any rights to take this matter to such an extent that it costs a person her life. Nobody's life revolves solely around their favourite artists, and it's sad she has to end her's that way. 
            Thank you so much for your message.️
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skybluebooksie

Hey for some reason I wasn’t able to reply to your comment…so yes I’m damn sure that I’ll enjoy reading your work so if my book is also a genre that you enjoy….we can read each other’s work and give genuine feedback. Pls lemme know if you’re interested

1Iitsuki

@skybluebooksie okay!
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irueclipxse

Omg I just saw, your ff 'homesick of your name' the cover picture that you used was created by me, I uploaded it on Pinterest <3

1Iitsuki

@irueclipxse thank you but mine is  "Polka.404"
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irueclipxse

@1itsuki sureee, take my insta @ ewoxy_
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1Iitsuki

@irueclipxse oh okay thank you for letting me use it but not be weird but can we connect on an app I want to learn more about you (not in a creepy way but if you don't want to it's okay) (and sorry for responding late it's probably because of time zones)
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