PLEASE READ. TRIGGER WANING FOR SU1CIDE AND 0VERDOSE MENTIONS
I think it's time I actually explained what happened to me and why I disappeared for a month and a half.
I tried to KMS. I survived. And I am so glad I did. There is a beauty to life that it takes nearly dying to appreciate. Nobody besides my close friends knew. I I don't have much to say, honestly, but I hope those who plan on something see this. You are loved.