47pinkshade

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 — ྀིྀི * .__ AND I WANT YOU MORE THAN ANY STUPID SONG COULD EVER SAY!!!!
          	
          	…dare i say, album of the year????
          	
          	 Olivia Rodrigo. The Woman that you are. 
          	 Knew she was my favorite artist for a reason 
          	
          	…and did the album give me some inspiration??
          	why yes it did. 
          	
          	I loved it so much I started crying, literally. 
          	 And I just know the edits are gonna fucking break me. 
          	
          	   …I might just…drop dead in the park in the dark surrounded by purple honeybees and cigarette smoke cuz I feel less and less with all these expectations, it makes me seem like I got maggots for brains and I’m going my way begging for the cure, and I don’t know what’s wrong with me???… ‍♀️
          	
          	 SO THAT HAPPENED— anyways I’m going to bed..goodnight..goodmorning…??????

47pinkshade

this message may be offensive 
 — ྀིྀི * .__ AND I WANT YOU MORE THAN ANY STUPID SONG COULD EVER SAY!!!!
          
          …dare i say, album of the year????
          
           Olivia Rodrigo. The Woman that you are. 
           Knew she was my favorite artist for a reason 
          
          …and did the album give me some inspiration??
          why yes it did. 
          
          I loved it so much I started crying, literally. 
           And I just know the edits are gonna fucking break me. 
          
             …I might just…drop dead in the park in the dark surrounded by purple honeybees and cigarette smoke cuz I feel less and less with all these expectations, it makes me seem like I got maggots for brains and I’m going my way begging for the cure, and I don’t know what’s wrong with me???… ‍♀️
          
           SO THAT HAPPENED— anyways I’m going to bed..goodnight..goodmorning…??????

47pinkshade

  — ྀིྀི * . _ WHO WANTS A BOOK?!?!
               Me, that’s who. 
          
          Do you ever get inspiration to write but once you open the app and go to the book you want to write…you just kind of be like, “maybe later” and close the app altogether???? 
             it lowkey happens wayyyyyy too much for my liking. 
          
          Like, I’ll go into pintrest to get my aesthetics together and work on a few boards and then just…float away and move on. 
                        It gets soooooo exhausting. 
          
          Someone send help—
          ALSO happy summer my fellow wattpadians..?? AND HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!! 
          I’m still working, tho I might actually work on my books after I get off. 
          
          StAY tuNED lOVElieS!!! 
          
            —sincerely your pansexual down Annie Ave‍♀️

47pinkshade

 — ྀིྀི * __ I THINK I MIGHT CRASH OUT!!
          Dude, I had my story related Spotify account (that only use for my Wattpad books) under my actual Spotify account, you know where you go and it’s says add account— yeah it was there when I last checked about a month in a half ago when I worked on my last story NOW I CANT GET INTO IT!!
          It’s like the password and stuff I used to sign into all disappeared on my phone, I’m gonna cry.
          Like it still exists but I physically can’t get onto it, which low-key sucks cuz I have like seven or eight playlists already on there for my stories. I’m mad cuz the next story that I’m working on neeedssss the musicccc that I think would do wonders for it— AHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHH!!!!!

47pinkshade

  — ྀིྀི * . _ SOUL PURPOSE HAS BEEN UNPUBLISHED as of right now!!!
           I’m taking it down for a couple days so I can change a few things, but it should be up soon along with the first chapter. 
          I know it’s taking a while (trust me, I want it out sooner too—but I keep finding things I don’t like so I go back and fix it). Stay tuned for more updates!

47pinkshade

 — ྀིྀི * _ OKAY HOW DO I MAKE GIFS SMALLER?!
          I’ve read some books where your gifs are smaller and stuff, and I wanna know how y’all do that? Like, you don’t have to tell me your secrets or anything but—HELP A GIRL OUT. PLUEASEEE!! or don’t that’s fine too, I just wanted to update my stuff, cause all the different sizes of gifs are playing with my ocd 
          and it’s freaking me out. 
          I’m trying to find small gifs that are already on Pinterest but it’s hard, especially if some of them are like different lighting colors or something. Does that make sense? 
          I hope so.

47pinkshade

 — ྀིྀི * _ I MIGHT SPONTANEOUSLY CHOP OFF MY HAIR (AGAIN)!!
            Like I cut off like 12 inches last week, just cause I felt like I needed a change. And then I cut off about four more two days ago— and now I lowkey might cut off some more. 
           I’ve been wanting to get a bob (don’t come at me) since like November, especially seeing as I haven’t had a haircut in like five years. But I haven’t had the chance to get it done. 
          So I did most of it myself, I mean my hair went down to my waist and now it’s just below my shoulder. 
          I want to cut more off so bad, but I don’t want to mess it up— SOMEONE SEND HELP!!

47pinkshade

 — ྀིྀི * _ I THINK I MIGHT HURL!!
             my dad canceled our Netflix subscription, why?!? I don’t know but I do know that IM FREAKING OUT!!!! 
            How am I supposed to write my books if I have no Netflix?? wtf dad?!?
           Like 47% of my stories are based on shows from Netflix— I might commit arson. Deadass. 
            Someone tell me what I can do, pleaseee

The_BatCats

@47pinkshade 
            I'm sorry to hear about how your father is, hope things get better for you♡ 
            
            For real, I'll get a new story idea in a middle of writing, and then in the middle of writing down the store idea, theres like 3 more ideas ☠️
            
            I can't wait to read whatever new book you publish out :)
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47pinkshade

@The_BatCats yeah I’m like this close  to just saying “screw it, I’ll do it myself.” but then I’m also like, “but it’s his job, he is the father (even if he doesn’t act like it most of the time)” but whatever I guess.
            Yeah, same I have lots of books in my drafts but I’m too overwhelmed to know which one I want to put out next, like im so excited to start writing one and then I’ll get inspired to write a new one like, can’t my brain just shut up for a couple hours?! Please. 
            But yes, I’m hoping to have one out in the next week or so. I’m so excited for it!
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The_BatCats

@47pinkshade 
            That sucks so much! If my dad did that, I'll be straight up saying I'll pay for it☠️☠️☠️ 
            I was only like a few mintue into voltron until they took it off, I'm still sad about that. 
            I totally get you, i got a few op ideas, but to overstimulated to pick the one i want to work on first. 
            Also you totally makes sense, trauma and horrible choices sounds very interesting to me, and i cant wait to read it even if its the second one you post out:)
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47pinkshade

— ྀིྀི * _ SCREW PARALLEL PARKING!
           literally the bane of my existence; my father didn’t have to parallel park, my brother dint have to parallel park, so I was never taught—BUT WHEN ITS MY TURN FOR THE TEST?!? 
          
          I hate everything. 
          
          Next appointment is two weeks from today— pray for me!

47pinkshade

@MS0POTATO thank you!
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MS0POTATO

Good luck! Parallel parking is really simple the minute you get the hang of it so hopefully you don’t have too much trouble
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