47stabwounds

I didn’t think I would ever have to know the feeling of getting bullied so bad you’re sobbing in a bathroom at school again but I guess it happened. I just started getting bullied by twelve different students including four of my old friends. One of them tried to push me down the stairs even though I was taking a break backstage because I’m in constant excruciating pain. I don’t want to be bullied again! I was having a good time and now it’s gotten bad again and the bullying cycle is starting again. The worst part is the teachers saw and did nothing and one laughed. I don’t wanna do this anymore

Itz_llyse

@47stabwounds Oh my God is it any better now?
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47stabwounds

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I didn’t mention this in my thing but the pain is so bad I can barely stand and move so then pushing me down the fucking stairs could have wrecked my legs and could have put me in the hospital
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47stabwounds

I didn’t think I would ever have to know the feeling of getting bullied so bad you’re sobbing in a bathroom at school again but I guess it happened. I just started getting bullied by twelve different students including four of my old friends. One of them tried to push me down the stairs even though I was taking a break backstage because I’m in constant excruciating pain. I don’t want to be bullied again! I was having a good time and now it’s gotten bad again and the bullying cycle is starting again. The worst part is the teachers saw and did nothing and one laughed. I don’t wanna do this anymore

Itz_llyse

@47stabwounds Oh my God is it any better now?
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47stabwounds

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I didn’t mention this in my thing but the pain is so bad I can barely stand and move so then pushing me down the fucking stairs could have wrecked my legs and could have put me in the hospital
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47stabwounds

Ahaha yet another slight rant
          
          
          So my legs gave out in class but I’m sitting down but I can’t get up to go to lunch and go to my next class. I think there’s a huge problem but I don’t want to bother my mom about it. If anything I should be admitted to the hospital and I can’t stand without being in tears and almost falling over. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do because I’m too nervous to ask for help….. anyways I’m still a little sick lol

47stabwounds

@_GMAN_ that’s really interesting. Ive persuaded my mum to take me to the hospital tomorrow so im gonna go see if it’s ok or not
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_GMAN_

@47stabwounds (Interesting, it could've healed wrong for the one, and you could just be hitting the repercussions now. It also possible to be related to the spine.)
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47stabwounds

@_GMAN_ o wrecked my one foot six years ago and I’m getting bad pains in it and the other started hurting a month ago
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47stabwounds

This is a bit of a rant/vent post be warned
          
          
          Alright so I’m in highschool rn and I’m missing assignments and I’m in the seventies range. Seventies here means you’re passing and anything above eighty is like above and beyond. Anyways so I’m passing with seventies in my classes but my mum is pissed and wants me to get nineties which I’m both my courses is nearly impossible. Like I’m missing a few things and when I got my midterms and there was two marks in the seventies my mum grounded me. So I’m really worried now because my mum just has it out for me and my mental and physical health hasn’t been all that good and I’m trying not to burn out before my full production next Friday and it’s just so hard. Like I’ve been depressed and semi suicidal for two full years now and I’m seriously thinking that this may be the thing that takes me out. It’s getting so goddamn hard that I don’t know if I can do it anymore. I’ll be fine for now but with finals rapidly approaching it’s getting harder and harder to function.

JowithanE

@47stabwounds You can handle it. You are so much stronger than you know.
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fandomkid12345

@47stabwounds 
            Damn dude, just know you’ve got online friends to look after you 
            We’ll be here every step of the way with you :D
            If it makes you any better, my school’s grading the same way (this fact probably doesn’t help)
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47stabwounds

I HAVE RETURNED FOOLS! I deadass forgot this place existed lol. i now exist a lot on instagram, Ao3 and Discord so yall can find me there lol. i may start this bad boy back up because i miss this place. also im gonna revamp this to my own brand now lol. ive missed this silly little place lol.

fandomkid12345

@47stabwounds 
            It really does lol
            A wonderful place full of chaos, calcium bones, and whatever else you can find
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47stabwounds

@fandomkid12345 missed y’a too. This place has a certain ambiance that can’t be replaced lol
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47stabwounds

YALL I FORGOT MY ACCOUNT EXISTED LMAOOOO. But anyways uhhh I have an Instagram of y’all wanna chat on there. I also have discord although I’m not on there often.
          My insta is @/Moth.Man.Stan and my discord is Twobit14#9420. Other than that I’m probably going to stop updating on here and start an Ao3 since Wattpad was sold and everything had ads and it’s stupid now. Bye you lovely bitches and I’ll make one last community post when I have an Ao3.

fandomkid12345

@47stabwounds 
            Doesn’t work but at least you have my discord :D
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fandomkid12345

@47stabwounds 
            I sent a friend request as well!
            sparky1415#2748
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Itz_llyse

@47stabwounds I just sent a friend request on discord. My discord it notactuallyjeff#0229
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