Rose Gold ✞ ૐ

What's everyones biggest fears? 
          
          * Found a spider in my bed… is it poisonous? Yes. Was I scared out of my mind? Yes.  Am I still more scared of elevators… yes  
          

Me blabbing for five minutes cuz you guys are always so supportive even if I don’t know what I’m even saying… so, I’ve been getting like 5000 book ideas but a lot of them fall flat but I want something different and non romantic for whenever I jump to the next project, most of my ideas have been very YA so maybe I’ll do some creative project. ( if you seen the movie holes I had an idea similar but I kind of hate it too just because it's too similar idk) 
          
          Usually my themes go pretty strong, and sometimes my plot falls flat, so I want to work the next book around the plot I’m just not sure. 
          
          I know everyone wants to write amazing books, but I’m tired of creating work that I’m ashamed of and ending up deleting hours of effort later. My romance books typically have strong themes, which makes me love my characters enough to keep them. However, I’ve realized that I often convey the themes better than the actual romance. A majority of my stories aren't even true romances; they lean more toward the opposite but still include a love element, which is why I categorize them as romance. 
          
          Since I often gravitate toward thriller chapters, I’ve been considering that direction, especially after writing “Whisper My Name.” Kurt was a different kind of monster, if you know what I mean. Right now, I feel stuck. So instead of you all telling me what you want to read, I’d love to hear what you’re SICK of reading! Haha! Also, if you’re willing, please share your advice or, if you're just here for the fun, what's your favorite color? ❤️

I’m looking to expand my book collection! What are your favorite reads? ⚡️I'd love to add some of your top picks to my shelf.❤️✨

★Saving this for me to use later but you guys are more than welcome to use ★
          
          ❊ CHARACTER MASTER TEMPLATE ❊
          
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          MANNERISMS
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          BACKSTORY TIMELINE
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          STORY ROLE 
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I really want to get back to reading, but unfortunately I had a death in the family this morning  and I'll be taking some personal time to myself. If I read within the next week it will be inconsistent and particularly the books I've already engaged with 

Oh wow just noticed wattpad had another little update and I love the sub category thing ✨

Thanks for the following. 
          Hru? 

Hello!
          
          Have you deleted  Running into fire? 
          
          I can't seem to find it! 

Just released a huge chunch of LEFT ME HOLLOW! Let me know what you guys think!
          https://www.wattpad.com/1608344440?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=55hole

I’m actually so enraged rn, I spent 12 hours on my bagel video onto for it to disappear from my TikTok draftsssssss and it was actually good compared to what Ive been doinggg, not on my story, not in my camera roll, I’m heatedddd ahhhhhhh 
          
          Bagels are in the oven :)