5_Sporketeers
Change is the only constant in life
*keeping an air of mystery*
5_Sporketeers
5_Sporketeers
I'm sorry for messing this all up guys.
I know you all wanted to have this 'amazing fun account' then I messed it up.
I'm so sorry.
5_Sporketeers
is this ever going to go anywhere?
5_Sporketeers
1D+5sos+pies= the hardest I've ever laughed in my entire life x'D
Davoscots62
@5_Sporketeers thanks I wish everything was right again and not in deep hole like me heart is feeling at the moment.... You can probably work out what it is
Davoscots62
Hey you five trusty, Awesome and cool friends I know you guys are really not talking to me well one isn't wanting me around her. Anyway this being quiet I've hated I feel like ever been screwing up friendships and at the moment I'm feeling like I've done it to one of them. Something's are better told to someone you care about then leaving them in the dark. Trust me your head tells you one thing and the heart other but then you social skills are out of whack
Anyway if you reply to this I'm happy to hear your answer or being happy to be together again
5_Sporketeers
Just gonna complain because I hate life and I'm so f*cken mad because again I was so close
siiiigh
Davoscots62
Yep but you don't know or understand how my feeling are or work with my being different then you in the way I think and not just because I'm a guy
5_Sporketeers
@Davoscots62 death hasn't scared me and that's why I think of ways for it too happen slowly, I don't have the guts but one day it'll happen when guts wont matter i'll just be pushed over the edge. I've been on the route between cutting and more for ages, I know how it feels to question it all
Davoscots62
Wow if your hating life well living with social disability and trying to fit in. I'm close to nearly killing myself as my friends don't want me to hang around them and I don't know what and all I get from help is that I scared the friend I like...... How do I fix up myself and friendships????
5_Sporketeers
5sos
Chiall4eva
~status~ it's amazing!
Davoscots62
Hey if you guys are on my first chapter is online now to read