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*VENT*
TW: Mention of suicide, lots of cursing, mention of mental health issues
-Just wanna take it in, see the world, watch it spin, learn to play the violin. I'll even try to shed any words from my head~. Think in Mentalese instead.- (Song: Vow Of Silence by Lemon Demon)
Um today I got yelled at by my mom today and I really want to fucking kill myself. Do you know why she yelled at me? Because I said ONE fucking thing about how I don't want to do something tomorrow and because me and my older sibling were giving her attitude. Like???? Am I not allowed to speak my mind???? Should I just shut up for fucking good???? You say my opinion fucking matters and then you fucking show *ME* attitude because I shared my god damn fucking opinion. Bitch also said I was never going to get anywhere in life because all I do is lay on my bed, stare at my phone, and fucking draw. And she said I didn't know how to make fucking noodles. Bitch what in the actual fuck? I know how to make noodles. And you know why I only do those things? Because of my rapidly declining mental health that is rapidly declining because you fail to notice my possible ADHD, depression, anxiety, social anxiety, anger issues, superiority complex, inferiority complex, and God complex because you're to busy worrying about my fucking grades? Thanks a lot, mom.