6ambii

Really need someone to talk to 
          	Please help 

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6ambii

16
          I was 16 when I first selfharmed
          I liked the way the razor danced on my wrist
          As pain played the fiddle strings of my heart
          I was 16 when I first tried to be numb
          Being emotionles seemed so serene
          I learnt that people leave more often than they stay
          That the saddest thing I'll ever do
          Is grieve the loss of someone who is still alive
          Someone who had the audacity to lie
          That they'll be with you through thick and thin
          But roses also loose petals
          I learnt that 
          Loneliness isn't a bad thing
          Or maybe it was my only option 
          Hell I even forgot the feeling of being loved
          I was 16 when I started drowning 
          I cried myself to sleep just before saying goodbye to 16
          I don't like my scars 
          But I think they're beautiful 
          It's 16s way of begging to be remembered
          I'm turning 17 today
          Barely breathing 
          Still drowning 
          I'm anxious and scared of what 17 holds
          I hope I don't finally hit the ocean floor

6ambii

@Ihavenoideawhoiam01
             Hi... I'm now 18
            I stopped cutting but the sadness still dwells in it's nest,in my soul
            Hell it's growing bigger 
            And I'm losing my will to live
            I almost committed suicide last year 
            At that moment I felt so much peace
            But here I am 
            Still alive
            Still trying to fight
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Ihavenoideawhoiam01

@6ambii oh my god are you ok? You can ALWAYS talk to me i promise please stop cutting (i know its not easy but please try) and i will be your friend you are such a kind hearted person
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6ambii

If I can count on you send a ❤

6ambii

@killjoyweeb Thanks
            So you've been online☠
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spookyghostslendr

@6ambii ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
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