16
I was 16 when I first selfharmed
I liked the way the razor danced on my wrist
As pain played the fiddle strings of my heart
I was 16 when I first tried to be numb
Being emotionles seemed so serene
I learnt that people leave more often than they stay
That the saddest thing I'll ever do
Is grieve the loss of someone who is still alive
Someone who had the audacity to lie
That they'll be with you through thick and thin
But roses also loose petals
I learnt that
Loneliness isn't a bad thing
Or maybe it was my only option
Hell I even forgot the feeling of being loved
I was 16 when I started drowning
I cried myself to sleep just before saying goodbye to 16
I don't like my scars
But I think they're beautiful
It's 16s way of begging to be remembered
I'm turning 17 today
Barely breathing
Still drowning
I'm anxious and scared of what 17 holds
I hope I don't finally hit the ocean floor
@Ihavenoideawhoiam01
Hi... I'm now 18
I stopped cutting but the sadness still dwells in it's nest,in my soul
Hell it's growing bigger
And I'm losing my will to live
I almost committed suicide last year
At that moment I felt so much peace
But here I am
Still alive
Still trying to fight
@6ambii oh my god are you ok? You can ALWAYS talk to me i promise please stop cutting (i know its not easy but please try) and i will be your friend you are such a kind hearted person
hello 6ambii, I'm KMilesXD. you responded to my comment in the story about suicide and I was just wondering if you were serious on your suggestion to talk to you when I am ready or not?