777sija

i highkey have zero respect for the abrahamic god.

777sija

قد تكون الرسالة مسيئة 
《I don't give a shit what the world thinks. I was born a bitch, I was born a painter, I was born fucked. But I was happy in my way. You did not understand what I am. I am love. I am pleasure, I am essence, I am an idiot, I am an alcoholic, I am tenacious. I am; simply I am ... You are a shit.》 
          
          this always replays in my head.

777sija

liberation was understanding that, if they cannot swallow me, they can choke. & most importantly: i am not meant to be consumed. i am not nourishment, my heart is not the end of starvation & thirst, i am not salvation. i am an idea, a place, a concept, a notion, a witness statement, a desire, a storyline, a moment. i carved myself out of clay, i created me, i fortify me, i am unable to be influenced or mitigated, diluted.

777sija

when ur meant for more u will always find those who try to choke u.
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777sija

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as soon as the covert judgmental, prejudiced, jealous, competitive friends left my life & the most compassionate, entire, universal, straight-spined, friends with actual integrity entered, i realised that i wasn't spewing bullshit my whole life, i was just surrounded by bullshit & nothing i was resonated with anyone. as soon as i let all that doesn't align fade on their own, & let my actual support system orbit around me (while i simultaneously orbit around them), i realised that i am not an outcast, i am not a misfit, i am not "too much" or selfish at all. i stuck out like a sore thumb all my life, & now there's simply no unfillable void.
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