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Ah… what’s happened to my fucking life?
VENT??-///
Sensory Overload, or Over stimulation…
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So… um.. I was told my my oldest sister that I’ve had a Sensory overload today,
Today; was day 2 of masks being optional, I don’t wear it, it gives me a huge headache.. but, today, lots of things happened today and in the past, I had a former friend (who by the way, is just a self pity bitch) who in a mocking voice, said,”I like your outfit!” I can tell a tone, I knew I looked like shit today I got up very sore I slept on my back wrong, she’s done other things but we ain’t goin into that, but this one guy… (INFO; he’s a very tall white male, who called me “racist” for asking him POLITELY to get out of my assigned seat in the front,I have very poor vision, I proceeded to have a panic attack)) anyways.. this guy stares at me all the time, I’ve made myself clear I want nothing to do with him, and he’s stressing me out and making me VERY uncomfortable, he’s in my 4th and 5th.. then there’s something that happened oh.. roughly a little over 3 months ago, my Grandmother whom I was very close to passed away, and I’ve been spacing out lately then tearing up in class but I don’t know why, so I force myself to stop and I haven’t really ‘grieved’ much and it’s making me feel back but nothing won’t come out when I want to SCREAM in pure agony, it hurts so bad I just want these stupid problems to end…..