uhh yeah

wow it’s been a while since my last update, anyways tomorrow is my birthday and idk i just felt like it was time to check my wattpad again… well so much has changed, the boys i talked about in my last update well yeah they were cool but way too immature at times and about serious topics so yeah i’m not as close with them anymore. since then all i’ve really done is grown as an individual. i became less social yet made more friends (ik it sounds dumb but like i guess i just let myself naturally meet people rather than talking to just about anyone and everyone) i also got a better understanding of who i really am and i’m getting so much better at managing emotions and thoughts and all that rather than always pushing myself to beyond my limit of what i can handle at once. I am okay with how my life is as of rn, i could have better grades but i’m satisfied with the people i associate myself with, i love working at my job (even more so now that i got promoted and a huge raise LOL), high school is getting better, and every sunday i go to my grandparents for our sunday night dinners which i love. my school has also been helping me improve my mental health, i’m honestly so lucky to have the support i do from adults at my campus (counselors, trained psychologists, some teachers). anyways i don’t really know what else to say but i guess happy early seventeenth bday to me lol 

update again lol: yeah I gave up on that story tbh, the few chapters I wrote were great and all but like im just too busy for it LOL. crazy thing is my life basically became that story but even better. My friends group now consists of 6 boys 5 girls and we've all been friends for 6 years now and some of us even up to 15 years now. I mean im living a teenage movie life at this point. Im social in school, I have the iconic group that many kids at my school always see me with or know of us to always be with one another, im playing another year of varsity sports and I like improved hella, im making good money from my businesses and job, I have decent grades, I dont dislike any of my teachers, I go on epic adventures almost everyday, and im openly out as bisexual and literally everyone im friends with supports me. even the boys in my group, its so funny cuz they began asking me for advice on girls and ask me to rate the girls with them. my driving lessons will be starting up soon too so ill have my license and finally can get around more. well I really hope yall are doing well, if not just txt me through the dms and we can chat. okay bye now until next update!!! :)

UPDATE ON LIFE: Im not even going to lie and tell yall the story is going great bc tbh I only wrote like 4 chapters the past however many months and idk I just haven't had the motivation to write anymore lol. Anyways school started last month and im enjoying life sm, I have an amazing friends group that consists of 4 boys and 5 girls and we've all been friends for 6 years some of us all the way up to 15 years now and we're only juniors in HS. Im also working at a job I absolutely love and im making good money. along with that Im golfing on my schools team with my girls and in a couple months ill start up basketball season playing another year of varsity ;) oh and I recently publicly came out on social media and everyone at my school is so supportive including this boy who used to be the most homophobic dude I knew in middle school. I guess life is just going decently well right now, I love keeping busy and out of the house. I just need to get my driving lessons done then im good to go :) junior year has been pretty easy so far since I have really chill teachers and friends in every class. Im just vibing yk, anyways I hope you all are doing alright if u need anything just dm me!

dont watch that video thats going around of the girl getting decapitated. literally out of all the gruesome murder vids ive seen that one gotta be top 2. I can usually handle watching them but like seriously it made my hands start shaking.

this book is coming together great, I honestly dont care if it blows up or not. I just enjoy writing it

Happy pride month :)

im writing a whole book that should be completed by august if everything goes smooth and im honestly really excited. the book will contain gxg couples along with bxg couples and it's gonna be hopefully an enemies to lovers story containing rich high schoolers who actually deal with real life issues many of us deal with on the daily :)

I cringe at the fact that I wrote fan fiction now lmfao... not that I have anything against fan fiction or authors who write fan fiction its just the idea of me writing it especially when I dont really even like jersey or Anna anymore makes me feel so iffy.

new chapter should be out by may 9th i hope idk yet though i’m tryna fit time into my schedule to write but it’s getting a bit busy so i can only write like midnight lol 

literally have no clue how im gonna put this new chapter together. I have so many ideas and I just keep typing and deleting and changing it ugh.