A1

My mum confuses me so much. How can she say that you can be influenced to be gay??

Not my mum listening to watermelon sugar 

So my friend asked me out and I said yes cos hes alright but I least expected him to ask me out cos he said he didnt like me. Anyway I was hanging out with him today and he was being extremely flirty, which is normal but today he was doing a bit more than usual so it threw me off but yh.
          
          I cant be bothered to retire the paragraph but I kept seeing videos in my fyp and I was 'things each initial wants to tell you' and the letter j kept coming up, but I thought It was about someone completely different to who asked me out.
          Yh that's it

Came out to my RE class today.*peace sign emoji*
          
          So basically we were learning about sexual relationships within christianity, but my teacher brought up the previous lesson, which was about marriage and he was talking about how he made me and this boy get married cos he was trynna remind the people in he class. Um, so he was like, 'remember last week when aisha and ****** got married? What type of relationship would you need to procreate?' So then the class answers and they're like 'they would need a sexual relationship'. So then I just randomly blurt out 'but I'm gay so that wouldn't work' and then my teacher is like 'so you got a divorce?' I replied and was like 'yh we got a divorce'. Then this guy goes 'okay enough of that' but the way he said it was so passive aggressive but I don't think he meant for it to sound like that. Any ways it was kinda awkward cos the whole class went silent so...we love that for me.

I ACTUALLY HATE NETFLIX EVERY FUQQING TIME I FIND SHIT THATS INTERESTING TO WATCH THEY DELETE IT. EVERYTHING IN MY LIST GOT REMOVED THERES LIKE THREE THINGS LEFT

so i just tried takis and when i tell you my mouth was blessed i mean it. them shits was leng. like wow.

Alibi: currently watching a silent voice. I'm at the part where shouko says she loves shoyo.   

Nah cos actually fuck having friends. All they ever do is bully me and I'm fucking tired of it. Once upon a time it was tolerable but when it's coming from people you surround yourself with then It hurts more cos they're my friends, well they're mean to be, so I expect them to take my feelings into consideration but clearly that's difficult for them. 

Fasting log
          Day 6:
          So I woke up with a bad headache so i had to have something to eat/drink.
          Also im gonna make up for it.
          But that's it for today

Fasting log 
          Day 5:
          Lowkey forgot that I had to do this.
          Any way I almost broke my fast. I don't know why but it seems to be getting more and more difficult, that might be because im in a house full of people eating as one my mum isn't muslim, so she isn't fasting and two most of my brothers are under the age of 10.
          Um thats it for today.