I think I'm just a little lost.. 
Just looking for meaning or trying to find my way..
I use this place as an escape.. 
To feed my hope and satisfy my dreams.. 
Not to be anything I want to be.. 
But to be me.. 
To give in to everything I believe..
I'm a runner.. 
Not trying to escape reality.. 
But just be brave enough to stand up to it.. 
To stand up to anything.. 
Including me.. 
But maybe.. Just maybe..
I didn't need to stand up at all.. 
Maybe I was already standing.. 
What if all I had to do.. 
Was just.. 
Open my eyes..