Aikovander

I'm in love.. at first I didn't thought of falling for someone, I thought it's Impossible for me to fall because I have a hard time connecting with people. He is unexpected. I really like him soso much, I'm scared of losing him. I've always come to a thought that everything has an ending but I'm hoping and praying that doesn't apply to us.
          	He's one of a kind.
          	That's why I hated being in a relationship, it's complicated.. but with him, I felt like every standards and my problems with it have been broken by him. In scared of someone completely know me as much as I know myself..
          	I know I had to take baby steps, and requires a lot of improvement.
          	I want to be perfect for him.
          	I want to be better.
          	Please, don't leave me.
          	

Aikovander

I'm in love.. at first I didn't thought of falling for someone, I thought it's Impossible for me to fall because I have a hard time connecting with people. He is unexpected. I really like him soso much, I'm scared of losing him. I've always come to a thought that everything has an ending but I'm hoping and praying that doesn't apply to us.
          He's one of a kind.
          That's why I hated being in a relationship, it's complicated.. but with him, I felt like every standards and my problems with it have been broken by him. In scared of someone completely know me as much as I know myself..
          I know I had to take baby steps, and requires a lot of improvement.
          I want to be perfect for him.
          I want to be better.
          Please, don't leave me.
          

Aikovander

"I found myself lacking critical thinking skills, caught up in overthinking. My heart weighed heavily with emotions, as words echoed relentlessly in my mind. Overwhelmed by guilt, a deep sense of remorse consumed me. Despite this, I turned to prayer, hoping that God would still answer my pleas.
          
          Fortunately, I made the decision to engage in the art of origami, which brought a sense of tranquility to my troubled soul. I am grateful for this solace, and I offer my gratitude to the Lord."
          
          
          Nov 18 2023