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y'all, i have no idea why im saying this here, but i needa write it out. Get ready for a stress dump.
So few weeks ago i said to my sister i would tell her my crush if she told me hers. so we wrote their initials on a peice of paper and gave it to eachother (i was shaking) . hers was i boy i knew, but she couldnt guess mine so she immediately ran to get the year book in the other room. when i got up to go after her, i knocked over her glass. so i was telling her to clean it up, and when i got to her she was guessing names, two boys and then she guessed a girl in our class. none of them were right, and she was like "Who the hell is it!?" so i said her name. Lets say it was Ella. I said "Ella!" and she was frikin shocked. she didnt know i was bi. It went like this:
Me: Ella!
Sister: *Wide eyes*
Me: Now clean up the water
Sis: *Cleans up and runs back* I knew you were gay!
Me: well, Im bi
Sis: And my best friend too!
Bitch, i knew liked her before they even knew eachother (We met at camp). well anyway i then told her that i was trying to tell her the last few weeks, she was suprised when i told her i knew for like months. i asked her how she knew i was gay/bi, and she said cuz i always wasnt interested in boys. i then told her i was bi, therefore liked girls and boys.
Since then, we have not mentioned it at all. its like it never happened.
THEN THE OTHER DAY my sister jokingly called her a f****t, and i told her not to saay that. our friend was like yeah, that homophobic. ithen went up to her alone and asked where she heard it, cuz i thought some of the boys mightv said rude things.
She scoffed, and said something along the lines of "Oh now you care"
I interpreted that as her saying. i only cared about the homophobic shit now because i said i was bi. it made me think that she didnt beleive me, or thought i was being silly.
But shes never been homophobic or anything, but she sometimes calls something/someone gay for stereotypical things.
I dont know what to do ):
