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THIS IS COMPLETELY NOT CONNECTED FROM MY PAST LETTERS BUT, GUYS, ALLIANA AND CJ IS FINALLY ENGAGED!!! 

THIS IS COMPLETELY NOT CONNECTED FROM MY PAST LETTERS BUT, GUYS, ALLIANA AND CJ IS FINALLY ENGAGED!!! 

i love interacting with sensible co-readers and open-minded authors!! seeing "*toot* replied to your comment" has been one of my favorite notifications lately kasi hindi naman ako active reader before since i prefer reading stories offline :p 

omg just realized that i made a lot of reading lists by categories but haven't really updated them yet. I think the last time I did was roughly 4 years ago, wth

Rocio and Jonas nasa watty na aAaaa

This is so random but, I'm currently rewatching Fairy Tail for God knows how many times already and I just can't help but think of Pilosopotasya whenever I reach the Tenrou-jima Arc. It reminds me so much of her because of her pfp. That's when Natsu ran into Gildarts during the first round of their S-Class Promotion Trial. That particular fight really helped Natsu became a better wizard. I learned a lot from this Arc. 
          
          I remember, I had once watched Fairy Tail and read Nagpa series back to back before! I so love both that series and the show that I couldn't get enough of them. Nagpa series is such a good eye-opener as well. I also learned a lot from this story. 
          
          I know this is random and different from my past few letters but I just don't have anyone to tell this hahhahahaha. Anyways, 2025 is coming into an end in a few days. I can't help but feel emotional whenever I think how this year went and how I get to survive up to this very day. 
          
          Another year is coming and I wish nothing but a better year ahead of me, my family, friends, and loved ones and of course, everyone as well! May all tears we shed this year turn into laugher; struggles lead to success; exhaustion be compensated by rest; all pain felt be fully healed; and all dreams be achieved in the next coming year. All in the name of Jesus✨

turning my message board into my personal ranting platform*
          
          It's been a while. I've been too busy to open any of my dump accounts to vent out. A lot has happened and each seemed to take a toll on my mental and emotional health. I've been really having a lot on my plate lately— mostly personal and financial issues, btw.  I'm glad that despite me not being able to express all of my emotions through writing which I've been really accustomed too, I still got to let some of my thoughts out through the people who offered me listening ears and open minds. However, unlike when I am writing down my thoughts, I can't express everything truthfully and accurately— verbally so, there are some thoughts that remained unsaid that eventually piles up creating a huge emotional baggage. 
          
          Yesterday while I was at work, I often find myself zoning out again— which didn't happen for a couple of weeks already. I also found myself tearing up. After months of successfully getting by, my battery died once again. 
          
          It sucks to be tired of being you. It sucks to hate yourself, too. I always JUST feel like I'm in the verge of a breaking down but just when I finally got my chance to do so, nothing's coming out. Just when I thought I was finally doing fine, my frustrations ruin everything I worked hard to align. 

This is my message for Binibining Mia... 
          
          Binibining Mia, 
          
          I've been an avid fan of yours since 2016 and "I Love You Since 1892" was the book that introduced you to me. I've been a silent reader here in wattpad contrary to how loud I was as a fan in social media. If I'm being honest, I'm greatly disappointed by the rumored casts of the upcoming adaptation of my favorite novel written by you. Ever since Marnella promoted the book and became the "original" and "official" portrayers of Juanito and Carmela, there wasn't a time when I read the book without them being Juanito and Carmela in my imagination. I must say that they really suit the characters of the book and that I can't see anyone but them giving life to my most beloved hundred-year-gap couple. I know you understand how we felt and you respected it. 
          
          However, seing how both disappointed and excited you are for the adaptation made me realized that before we felt this way about it, you felt everything first. The excitement for your most successful book finally having it's adaptation after years, the hope that everything will turn out great for it, the happiness you felt for us— sunshines because you've finally had the chance to give us what we have been waiting for, and of course the disappointment and sadness that the portrayers you personally picked and envisioned as Juanito and Carmela won't be the ones playing the role. 
          
          A lot of readers overlooked that fact and let their emotions get the best of them. I can't blame them if they felt betrayed and unsatisfied with the announcement and your confirmation because I felt that way too. But the bashing and baseless accusations didn't really sit right with me. I was deeply saddened by the news of you leaving wattpad after years of it being your home. 

Out of context but Charlie Fleming and Kira Balinger has just got evicted from the PBB House!!! 
          
          I'm so sad and disappointed! Charlie is one of my Big 4 but she just got evicted— wth
          
          Wildcard for Charlie, please. She deserves to be inside the house

hello!
          
          It's been more than a month since I was able to share my thoughts and express my emotions here and a lot of things happened. Unfortunately, most of those things aren't (let's say) that good.