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AlexBethMiller
I'm seemingly drained, hah. Can't really say these things out loud and have no one to tell. It's nice to vent, you know? But then again it isn't. I'm very tired and very weak, and with a light fear inside of me, I'm desperate enough to think that the more I fall the deepened structure of myself is becoming shattered. Idk.