Alex_Morgan_Westerns

Ok hear me out (skip the first paragraph if you don’t care about or don’t read The Traveler Trilogy).
          	
          	I have the last two chapters of Cowboys and Angels 90% complete (I wrote them together since they’re an epilogue 1 and 2) and am hoping to finish them this week. Meaning I will be done with that humongous thing that took me like three years to write (the first chapter was uploaded in 2023 believe it or not) just in time for summer. I want to take my time off this summer (I am a high school teacher) to have a little fun with writing while I work on the outline for American Remains (the sequel to Cowboys and Angels and the final book in the Traveler Trilogy). It needs to be very well thought out and storyboarded before I start because the idea I have for it is really special and has been kicking around in my head literally since I started Pipe Bomb Dream like 5 years ago. That’s what I want to spend my summer doing.
          	
          	But I also don’t want to spend my summer idle or I’ll get out of practice with writing, so I’m doing a thing just for fun. 
          	
          	I just got into the Resident Evil games recently and was playing the Leon Must Die Forever DLC to RE9 and it occurred to me that Leon’s purgatory would be really similar to Arthur’s. They even both have a disease that makes them cough up blood in their games.
          	
          	And so an idea was born. I want to write an action-packed, swashbuckling, smut-filled, comedic novella with my limited time this summer, featuring Leon, Arthur, and The Ghoul from the Fallout show fighting their way through purgatory as a team to get to heaven. There will be zombies, there will be blood, there will be horses, and there will be penises. Think of it as Undead Nightmare 2, LMDF, and The Wasteland all rolled together in a hodgepodge of chaos that shouldn’t work but totally does.
          	
          	I’m going to write it anyway because it sounds ridiculously fun, but I am just curious. Would you read something like that?

Alex_Morgan_Westerns

Ok hear me out (skip the first paragraph if you don’t care about or don’t read The Traveler Trilogy).
          
          I have the last two chapters of Cowboys and Angels 90% complete (I wrote them together since they’re an epilogue 1 and 2) and am hoping to finish them this week. Meaning I will be done with that humongous thing that took me like three years to write (the first chapter was uploaded in 2023 believe it or not) just in time for summer. I want to take my time off this summer (I am a high school teacher) to have a little fun with writing while I work on the outline for American Remains (the sequel to Cowboys and Angels and the final book in the Traveler Trilogy). It needs to be very well thought out and storyboarded before I start because the idea I have for it is really special and has been kicking around in my head literally since I started Pipe Bomb Dream like 5 years ago. That’s what I want to spend my summer doing.
          
          But I also don’t want to spend my summer idle or I’ll get out of practice with writing, so I’m doing a thing just for fun. 
          
          I just got into the Resident Evil games recently and was playing the Leon Must Die Forever DLC to RE9 and it occurred to me that Leon’s purgatory would be really similar to Arthur’s. They even both have a disease that makes them cough up blood in their games.
          
          And so an idea was born. I want to write an action-packed, swashbuckling, smut-filled, comedic novella with my limited time this summer, featuring Leon, Arthur, and The Ghoul from the Fallout show fighting their way through purgatory as a team to get to heaven. There will be zombies, there will be blood, there will be horses, and there will be penises. Think of it as Undead Nightmare 2, LMDF, and The Wasteland all rolled together in a hodgepodge of chaos that shouldn’t work but totally does.
          
          I’m going to write it anyway because it sounds ridiculously fun, but I am just curious. Would you read something like that?

Alex_Morgan_Westerns

Lord help me I just had idea for a Jack Marston x female OC story and now I have no idea what to do with myself because I have so many projects already but I REALLY want to write it.

Scribblez09

@Alex_Morgan_Westerns I would LOVE to read it. I loved Eva In Peril so much!
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potato_vibes8834

@Alex_Morgan_Westerns you should DEFINITELY do it. I've read most of your books and I would LOVE to see what you come up with 
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NotherUnoriginalName

@ Alex_Morgan_Westerns  I'd say let them sit on the drawing board, finish the loose ends? Though I don't know, you're already busy as is
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Alex_Morgan_Westerns

I am back from my summer hiatus! There are new chapters of both Cowboys and Angels and Runaway Train up, so happy reading!
          
          If you’re curious about where I was and what I was doing, there are author’s notes in each of the new chapters that explain everything. I’ll also be posting a more detailed explanation with pictures (I went to Yellowstone and Grand Teton this summer) in Shower Thoughts soon, perhaps even this weekend.
          
          Happy Reading!
          
          ~Alex

QueenOfTheDamned17

I just woke up and this is the first thing I've seen in the morning. Thank you! ❤️
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Alex_Morgan_Westerns

In the spirit of Halloween, I have released my annual RDR2 Halloween special, and this year it's not a one-shot! It's a satirical take on The Raven by Edgar Allen Poe, and I had so much fun writing it! It's posted as the latest chapter in Traveler Trilogy One-shots like in years past, but it has nothing to do with that story. The title of the poem is "The Cowboah" and I may be biased, but I find it hilarious. I'll put a link to it below. Happy Halloween!
          ~Alex
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1487348594-traveler-trilogy-one-shots-the-cowboah-halloween

NotherUnoriginalName

@ Alex_Morgan_Westerns  you such a lil tease eh? will read it anyway ^-^
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Alex_Morgan_Westerns

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Guys I'm struggling.
          
          Work has been a lot more busy for me this year so I haven't had near as much time to write as in years past, and on top of that I think I've written myself into a corner with Cowboys and Angels, and I'm also starting to worry that it's getting too long and boring, and that Jenny is starting to annoy you all. 
          
          I have seasonal depression, too. I'm on meds for it but they don't always fix the problem entirely and I'm going through a bout of that now that the weather is getting cooler and the days are getting shorter. I'm fucking homesick for Texas, my writing lately has been a bunch of soulless shit, and my pride in it is plummeting. I'm trying to keep up with weekly updates, but it's extremely hard when I'm starting to really hate the story and be extremely critical of the way I write.
          
          The worst part is I don't have a damn clue how to fix it without taking another break from writing, which I don't want to do. I WANT to write, just not C&A at the moment. I want to write another short story or another chapter of Runaway Train. The issue then becomes, though, that my self esteem as a writer has taken a massive hit as well.
          
          I started writing as early as the sixth grade. It was complete shit, but it was words on paper. I kept writing through high school, but instead of encouraging me, my ass of a mother decided to make sure I knew I was a horrible writer who would never be published. There was screaming and yelling and it was very traumatic for me. I've tried my hardest to improve as a writer since then, but it's hard. I still hear my mother's voice all the time when I get like this, yelling at me that I'm not that good a writer, and I never will be.
          
          (More in comments below. I ran out of characters)

Eyegoo08

@Alex_Morgan_Westerns you take care of you first and foremost. I think the writing is fine. I know the struggle.  Writing a Sean story and it has taken me a minute to. You take your time find your breath and write when you can. I will be there for the end of the story c:
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NotherUnoriginalName

@ Alex_Morgan_Westerns  i read it all thoroughly, took me 20 minutes... and lord almighty, take ALL the time you want, don't pressure yourself, hell even take a break, your well-being is very valuable, more valuable than words in my book even. Take care
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Alex_Morgan_Westerns

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People like to say that writers should write only for themselves, and to some extent that's good advice, but I write because I want to create something for other people to enjoy. I want to share western culture with people who might not otherwise get to experience it, because the American West is my favorite place on Earth. 
            
            I think I've been failing somewhat at that lately. I read what I've written lately and it's boring and flat and plain, and I think it's because my heart hasn't been in it.  Coupled with my depression, this has made me fucking exhausted. I broke down crying on my way to work this morning because I'm just so tired and depressed, and I miss horses and the desert and endless, blue skies. I feel like Bilbo Baggins at the beginning of Lord of the Rings, like butter scraped over too much bread. I want to see mountains again, but I just feel trapped where I am, and it's affecting my ability to be creative.
            
            All this to say I'm so sorry but I don't think I'm capable of releasing another chapter of C&A this week. I'll try, but I probably won't. I need to work on other projects for my own sanity and for the sake of my mental health. Sorry for how long this is getting, too. Hopefully things will get better soon. You all deserve so much better than I'm capable of at the moment, and it's not fair to you to rush out something that's been half-ass written with no joy. I'm not fishing for compliments and I don't want pity. I just want you all to understand where I'm coming from and why things have been sort of erratic with my update schedule lately. 
            
            Take care, all!
            
            ~Alex
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