I am trying to find a story that I read years ago (it wasn’t on Wattpad, it was a physical book) and if you guys can help me find it, that would be really helpful.
It is a historical romance. From what I can remember, the male lead is an aristocrat. He had a lot of bottled up self hatred, and dislike for his mother, because he believed that his mother cheated on his father (i.e. the man who raised him) to conceive him. It turns out, he was the result of his mother being raped. I think that there is also a scene where he was eating her out in a carriage.