AlliChandakawii

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Not even a month later and I am a level 100 Juno.
          	
          	My goal for this season was to get Mercy to level 50 but I changed my mind and finished the race to level 100. I want a break from playing her for a while. 
          	
          	I enjoyed playing Mercy, Kiriko and Lifeweaver but I wanted to try damage. Im too scared to play as tank because its so easy to fail and be shit on. And with my mental health I need things to be less aggressive. My husband suggested Mei.
          	
          	I got a play of the game thirty minutes ago where I killed the entire team myself with my ult. I love her personality and the connection between her and Juno. There's not a lot of skins available for Mei so I had to get one or two and pray for more skins. 
          	
          	I dont spend a lot of money on the game but I end up spending so much time on it and investing into the characters that it feels right to get a skin. My husband says I look like Mei and he always liked her. It makes me feel good about myself slightly.
          	
          	I am level 14 with Mei!

AlliChandakawii

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Not even a month later and I am a level 100 Juno.
          
          My goal for this season was to get Mercy to level 50 but I changed my mind and finished the race to level 100. I want a break from playing her for a while. 
          
          I enjoyed playing Mercy, Kiriko and Lifeweaver but I wanted to try damage. Im too scared to play as tank because its so easy to fail and be shit on. And with my mental health I need things to be less aggressive. My husband suggested Mei.
          
          I got a play of the game thirty minutes ago where I killed the entire team myself with my ult. I love her personality and the connection between her and Juno. There's not a lot of skins available for Mei so I had to get one or two and pray for more skins. 
          
          I dont spend a lot of money on the game but I end up spending so much time on it and investing into the characters that it feels right to get a skin. My husband says I look like Mei and he always liked her. It makes me feel good about myself slightly.
          
          I am level 14 with Mei!

AlliChandakawii

I love playing support on overwatch.
          
          I main Juno at level 67,
          
          Kiriko level 27,
          
          Lifeweaver level 25,
          
          And now Mercy with level 9. 
          
          I have almost 100 hours on Juno alone for quick play. I dont play comp hardly at all and only always play quick play. I have fun and its a lot less nerve wracking. 

AlliChandakawii

I found out that you can have a family member be paid to become your caregiver full time. My husband and I have decided to go that route due to my physical conditions and impairments wnd the fact im a high risk patient who needs constant monitoring. 
          
          My husband is fine with caring for me and actually enjoys the thought of always being home with me. He works full time currently and finds it hard to care for me. Its a long process but so was my disability application I won. Since I have medicaid im approved for this. Im not sure about other states though. 

AlliChandakawii

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Imagine taking a bunch of mental health pills and endlessly falling asleep. Your days are short and sometimes they are nightmares. 
          
          That is the case for me. My psychiatrist bumped up my medicine a week ago and ive been falling asleep for long periods of time. I took a nap just know at 5pm, its 8:50pm now. Almost 4 fucking hours.
          
          You know how you dream about the things you see? Every dream i have overwatch is involved with it. Level 45 on Juno man. I beat the battle pass in 5 days. I have an addiction. I grind endlessly on it and get excited for Tuesdays when they change the entire shop. I had hoped they wouldve added another Juno skin this time but they didnt. But I bought the kiriko rain skin. I play her often as well. Im also pretty good at lifeweaver. But Juno is my main and my aim is 89% accurate. The highest is 100% for me and my lowest is 39%. I have her mythic gun and skin. 
          
          I am so tired and hungry despite eating dinner. 

AlliChandakawii

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Its been half a year since ive been married. Time feels like its going too fast. I guess the older we get the more busier we get. I wouldve never guessed years ago that my husband would ever marry me. I always liked him back in 9th grade but I left those feelings aside after two girls told me he was only into this other girl. Almost 2 years ago my husband reached out to me and we went on our first date. A month later we started dating. And 3 months in we got engaged. We both moved fast and our relationship has always been like that. We knew we wanted to be together forever. We also knew my medical conditions. We didn't know how much time we had. And so we married a few months earlier than expected. The only bad thing about marriage IS CHANGING YOUR LAST NAME AT THE PHARAMACY, DOCTORS OFFICES, AND INSURANCE CARDS. Half a year later and I still cant get the right last name on my medicaid card. But other than that ive been happy in my marriage. I think hes the only person who has seen me at my fucking worst in all bad ways and still loves me and forgives me. Im stubborn and I hate that about myself. But he puts up with me and takes care of me, who is disabled physically and mentally and won disability. Hes my caregiver, my biggest supporter and a fellow Christian. I hope we continue to prosper. Life is so short. 

AlliChandakawii

Im level 32 on Juno on overwatch, level 25 for lifeweaver and level 20 for Kiriko.
          
          I plan on getting Juno to level 40. I already have her mythic skin but I dont have her mythic gun. I also want to get lifeweavers mythic as well. I have to pick one. Im already on the 4th tier of the battle pass. 
          
          I love Juno's personality because she reminds me of myself in a lot of ways. I like lifeweaver because hes hot and Kiriko for her healing. I love lifeweavers mechanics and I find him easy to play as. Juno is a bit harder for aim but ive gotten better. Kiriko is just straight no aim and barely any aim for her daggers. 
          
          I wont get kirikos mythic because its ugly as hell. And I got a nice skin for lifeweaver in the battle pass. Im not sure what I'll do with my mythic this season.