Nothing in this world stays forever. Cherish what you have before its gone. People only realize these things once someone or something has gone away. Live with no regrets. Live in every possible way you want. The longer you hold onto regret and negative emotions the longer your life is going to be miserable. Its taken me a long time to listen to my own advice. Trauma and pain shapes us. But it doesn't make us. I never thought id make it this far or complete certain goals in my life. I wonder if people thought the same. I will always cherish Ivory and Gabe for the rest of my life. My rabbit and the only human being who knows how to make me happy. To anyone who reads this, instead of reading my old stories read what I've written and listen. You'll be a happier person.