pagingdrriggs

As I sit here, I think of you.
          I think of your silly and cheesy jokes you'd make.
          The way you'd call me kat.
          The way I'd annoy you by calling you Lilac.
          The way we'd stay up until midnight
          Talking
          Chatting
          Laughing.
          
          Everything's changed.
          
          I know it'll never be the same.
          You'll always be in my memory.
          A day won't pass that I don't think about you.
          Whether you're alive or not.
          
          I love you like a sister Lila. 
          I don't know if you're alive and reading this.
          But please
          Please
          Try.
          
          For me.
          For Kaleb.
          
          Years could pass by, and I'll remember you.
          Even though you refuse to show me your face
          I have my image of you sitting in my head.
          
          I love you Lila.
          
          kat