wow hello this is strange. I've started using Wattpad again to read and this is v v weird. if I used to message you a lot and we fell out, I apologize greatly. I miss the people I met and became friends with here and I'd like to rekindle that friendship however I'm quite shy and anxiety ridden and I would never be able to initiate any conversations so I guess it's up to you. I'm not sure if I'll begin writing here again. many of the fandoms I was in and the ships I was once obsessed with (while I do enjoy rereading old fanfics) don't have quite the same effect anymore. but perhaps I would write fictional short stories to practice for the future in which I wish to become a novelist. many of which would be lgbtqa+ and social rights based. I have many ideas that I could put forth into actual stories so it's something to ponder about. to be completely honest, the last year or so has been rough for me with a number of things taking up my time and simply not having the energy or desire to write or socialize in any way, shape, or form. depression played a large role in this and I'm still fighting that today with the help of counseling and medication. and I apologize if you were negatively affected by my uncharacteristic behavior as well. but new beginnings are arising, and I'm willing and open to trying new things. I have reinvented myself and have changed so much in the past year; it's crazy. with that, I ask you to call me either Ellie or Anerrow (uh-nayr-row).don't hesitate to talk to me. and thank you for your understanding. -Ellie
