Gosh. My cat had to be put down a few days ago and it's really hitting me now.
She's been around my whole life so it's weird to see her go. 20 years is good for a cat though.
This year (and the end of last year) honestly sucked. I lost two of my aunts, my grandma, a few cousins, my dad, and now my cat.
Hopefully 2020 will be better.